Searching for My Truth

I was reading about intuition tonight. Part of the reading cautioned against relying on others' opinions and beliefs as guides to personal truths. I think this has been the greatest cause of my indecisiveness about relationships over the last year and a half. I know what is true for me. It hasn't changed since July 4, 2012. But other people's opinions and beliefs sometimes distract me from that truth. I second guess myself: "What of they're right?" Their wisdom is logical and ubiquitous, but it's still their wisdom. What is true for others is not necessarily true for me. My second guessing and constant questioning of what I want and what I should do is the result of not listening for the answer the Universe has for me. Instead, I've been trying to force solutions that don't fit my needs. I think I've been doing all of this out of fear. I don't like where I am right now in my romantic life, and I fear that things won't turn out the way I want them to. Ultimately, though, I have to accept that I can't control the outcome. All I can do is listen to my heart and do what I believe is right for me. The question all this time has simply been whether I trust myself enough to do that. I see now that the answer has been no. Moving forward, I want to learn to listen and to trust myself enough to feel confident and secure in my choices in this area of my life. There is no room (nor reason) for doubt on Wonder Woman's path. There is only the goal and the way to goal. If I focus on my goal, the results will unfold the way they are meant to.